I realised something today...

I realised the reason I cry is not only because we're fighting, but also because I'm scared to lose him. Tonight I almost did, and it made me think one thing...Why do I never think? From now on I'm gonna start thinking so much it takes me 10 minutes to do anything. I really hate ruining things, or arguing every evening. I love Adam Charles Eland more than anything in this world, and anything I could imagine. If I lost him, I'd do ANYTHING to get him back, if I lost him, I'd be completely incomplete. I love him. I really do love him. It hurts to breathe when I'm not with him, and a pain in my chest tells me I'm too attached. Love is about being attached. I may seem addicted, I may seem clingy, I may be completely devoted, but atleast I give a toss. He is the center of my universe, and my friends infact complete it. <3 I love Morgan. She's amazing. I hate falling out with her, everything about us bugs eachother, but so what? If we have nice, healthy fights, we'll be ok in the end. It's the love between friends and DEFINATELY soul mates that matters. I know I'll be with Adam forever and always, and if not...Who am I kidding? There isn't an 'If not'. xx