Lord of the rings...

Well, I've now watched the first and second Lord of the rings and I'm not dead yet, so it's not all bad!
I couldn't have done it without my dearest darling Adam. To be quite honest I was dreading ever watching them. I know they're complicated and I thought they were weird, however, because everyone buzzed/buzzes so much, it's kinda sad to know I'm like the only one in the world that hasn't seen them and loved them! I also felt very left out amongst them all when they spoke of it :/
I know, it's sad. So I'm waiting on tomorrow so that I can watch Good Luck Charlie, and then start to watch Return of the King. I'm quite intrigued as to what happens next. Apart from that, I think I might head to bed soon, as the dreadful gates of hell are awaiting my approach so I can study! :'(

I love my Adam Charles Eland.
I couldn't watch these films without him, nobody else would have the care or the patience to explain them like he would.
xxx

Oh, am I glad to have you!

Adam, my lovely boyfriend.
Thank you for loving me like you do!
You smell

You are my whole world and I owe a lot to you. I need to thank you for making my time at Bydales bearable, and for loving me and caring for me like you always have and always will. The thing I'm most excited about, is that in 25 days, we get to go to Prom together, and we get to spend that time dressed up in our best clothes while dancing the night away after a romantic, posh meal! Thank you. I love you. Plus we get to have a cute picture on the stairs, so I better remember my camera! I hope that we have a great time, as my 2nd biggest dream was to have a Prince for Prom, after my first of course, to have a Prince for my Wedding! I really do love you so so much.
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xxx

ACE

Amazing
Determined
Astounding
Mesmerizing

Cute
Hot
Awesome
Reliable
Loving
Ecstatic
Smart

Eager
Likeable
Absolute
Nutter
Delicious

This took me a while, but it is one of my best pieces of work. I think it's amazing. I think he's amazing. :') <3 xxx

Forever and Ever!

Hey!
ilovemyboyfriend...
and I will forever and ever.
I really do love my boyfriend,
because he is my whole world,
and nothing I do will change that.
Adam Charles Eland, you are my whole world and I love you more than anything you could imagine. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't do anything that I do now.
I want to be with you forever, and it's really heart breaking to know that we have to wait so long to know for sure that we'll be together always.
Lots of Love, Jessica Helena. x

Adammmmmmmmmmm

I love you.
I'd do anything for you.
I'd restart EVERYTHING for you.
I'd try my best to be whatever you want me to be.
I'd do whatever it takes to make you love me 100%.
I'd cry every day AND night, just to show how sorry I am for everything.
It hurts to cry, but it's worth every tear, because I love you.
We'll be together forever, through the ups and the downs.
I want a McDonald's and some Pringles.
I want a teddy to shnuggle when I think of you. I love you Adam Charles. (L) x

I realised something today...

I realised the reason I cry is not only because we're fighting, but also because I'm scared to lose him. Tonight I almost did, and it made me think one thing...Why do I never think? From now on I'm gonna start thinking so much it takes me 10 minutes to do anything. I really hate ruining things, or arguing every evening. I love Adam Charles Eland more than anything in this world, and anything I could imagine. If I lost him, I'd do ANYTHING to get him back, if I lost him, I'd be completely incomplete. I love him. I really do love him. It hurts to breathe when I'm not with him, and a pain in my chest tells me I'm too attached. Love is about being attached. I may seem addicted, I may seem clingy, I may be completely devoted, but atleast I give a toss. He is the center of my universe, and my friends infact complete it. <3 I love Morgan. She's amazing. I hate falling out with her, everything about us bugs eachother, but so what? If we have nice, healthy fights, we'll be ok in the end. It's the love between friends and DEFINATELY soul mates that matters. I know I'll be with Adam forever and always, and if not...Who am I kidding? There isn't an 'If not'. xx

You know I love you.

In the best of times, you know I love you. In the worst of times, don't ever doubt it. Adam Charles Eland, my heart is forever yours and I hold you close to my chest; you are most dearly loved. I owe everything to you, and I'd hate for us to be apart. I take your word for it when you say we never will be, but it makes me love you a whole lot more, knowing that you're there. I cry when you leave. I cry when a part of you is missing. I cry when things aren't right. I cry when I can't sleep, because I'm thinking about you. I cry whenever you mention the IDEA of you leaving me, or me leaving you. It's something I would never do, and I can't bear the thought of it. I'm sorry I scare you. I'm sorry I upset you. I'm sorry I make you angry. I'm sorry I make you hurt. But the truth is I don't mean any harm, I don't mean any of it. I love you. x

Adam Charles Eland.

Forever in my heart,
A dream away from being able to say it straight.
I love you, I can't explain how much,
I can't explain how or why.
Just that being without you,
Was driving me insane.
I had to tell you sometime,
I had to tell you soon.
I love you Adam Charles,
I love everything you do.
From the moment we said 'I love you',
I knew we'd be forever.
Just took some time to get there,
and some trust to build.
Spaces to fill and reassurance to cover,
but we made it through with some bumps.
Now we're happier than ever,
can't be apart no longer,
I love you Adam Charles Eland,
I want to be with you forever!

Jessica Perks, Forever and Always. x